She moved in.
She moved in to My mothers house.
It was a night to remember because I died a little.
Im crying in bed, crying because I miss my mother and now I know she is not coming back. He comes in to see me. Not to comfort but to tell me I have upset her with my crying. I am to apologise to her. As he leaves the room he tells me that from now on I am to call her Mother.
She comes in and I have to hug her and tell her I am sorry. Tell her sorry for crying for my mother, for crying because Im scared, it all too much. I want her to love me. In my apology I know I am lost now. There is no one to help me. Im alone. Alone with my saddness. A sadness that left alone would bring me to the brink. But that was just the beginning of my downfall into hell.She had only just started and I was going to pay for everything in her life that was wrong.
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