It was written in my heart that we would meet. A karmic debt to pay. A chapter of my life which opened and closed the day I met you.
I knew he had engineered it.
I knew he had engineered it.
The sand the beach.
But why did you bring her to My beach,
My sand, My sea.
Why did you make her my seaside memory.
His distance. My tears. I wanted her to go away. Knowing that if we talked my fate would be sealed. But it was already. You had chosen her.
I knew that from the moment I saw her that all was not well. Its an intuition. In the pit of the stomach. I tried to love you but you never reciprocated. Because I knew when I looked in your eyes that you hated me.Im too young to be hated. To sad and wounded from the loss of my mother to take it.I want you to love me so badly that I will loose myself in the battle. When I left the beach that day the sand under my feet felt warm, but my heart was cold and forboding. How would my life be if you had never met her. Met someone else. Someone who was not filled with rage and hatred. And I the piano players daughter was about to be moulded further into the recesses of my already hurting mind.
I knew that from the moment I saw her that all was not well. Its an intuition. In the pit of the stomach. I tried to love you but you never reciprocated. Because I knew when I looked in your eyes that you hated me.Im too young to be hated. To sad and wounded from the loss of my mother to take it.I want you to love me so badly that I will loose myself in the battle. When I left the beach that day the sand under my feet felt warm, but my heart was cold and forboding. How would my life be if you had never met her. Met someone else. Someone who was not filled with rage and hatred. And I the piano players daughter was about to be moulded further into the recesses of my already hurting mind.
Good start. You have me wanting to know more; who is she? I think I can relate a little to the character.
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